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To Whom Shall I Murmur?


to whom shall i murmur
vituperation of a fuming brain
and agony of a bleeding heart?

to whom shall i murmur
the suffering and distress
of bodies entombed by darkness
on pavements of criss-crossing city streets?

to whom shall i murmur
anguish of twisted intestines
misery of teary eyes always gawking
at the void horizon of discontent?

to whom shall i murmur
the creaking bones of scrawny arms
of kneeling farmers in canefields
and ricefields not theirs?

to whom shall i murmur
the sorrow of tiny fingers
scavenging in trash bins
to fill-up a growling belly?

can the god of abraham hear
and discern all these?
can the unscrupulous ruling class
lend their ears
to hear the agonies of tormented souls?

to whom shall i really murmur
the miseries of an exploited race?
lurking in my consciousness
and marching in my brain
are revolting scenes of abuses and greed
of the oppressors of the poor.

yes, to whom shall i murmur everything?
shall i whisper everything
to the intertwining cadena de amor vines
on a long forgotten desolate grave?
or to the rampaging violent wind
on shrubby forests and hills?
or to the flowing rivers
on the mountain’s breast?
or to the dewy grass on a woodland’s heart?
or to the rampaging waves
on praying seashores?
or to the hissing lightning
on the gloomy horizon?
to whom shall i murmur everything?
to the wheezing bullets and exploding bombs
so the exploitative ruling class
can fully feel and understand
the litanies of grief and pain
of the downtrodden-oppressed class?

to whom shall i murmur
the lamentations of those being raped by greed
of conscienceless rulers and oligarchs
with no compassion at all
for the wretched of this parched land
and for a nation
they’re plundering forevermore
and long devoid of glory and blissfulness?
for sure, my murmurs can only be heard
by those who “dwell in the lower depths”
as our veins are conjoined
with blood simmering, struggling
and always unceasing in rekindling
the flames of millions of torches
to be free, at last, from bondage and penury.

yes, we, slaves of misery and grief
our sufferings can only be heard
felt and understood
by only miserable fellows like us…
we. the stigmatized wretched
of this barren earth!


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like the burning heat
of the high noon sun
the breath of your love
for your beloved motherland…

rustling was the wind
while bidding goodbye
to your fallen body
in the shrubby hill
not a single firefly
winked that night
the moon prayed while gazing
at the onslaught of darkness
the grass cried
the birds wailed
howling were the devil’s gunfires
and blood gushed out from your breast
overflowing with ardent love
for the downtrodden class
and for the country
incarcerated by tears and grief.

will immerse myself in your memories
in a silken pouch
entrust i will my flaming desire
carefully, so carefully,
i will hide everything
inside the old trunk of dreams
your memories will guard them
while lurking is fear
and onrushing are the waves
of enslaving injustices…
yes, i will immerse myself in your memories
those memories as red as the red, red roses
those memories as simmering
as the flames of unrelenting struggle
and as pure as the nectar of the hibiscus
will always immerse myself in your memories
and seething always will be
my insurgent blood and spirit!

like the burning heat
of the high noon sun
the breath of your love
for your beloved motherland.

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Red Flowers Of My Dreams


i will pluck just a few red flowers
in the desolate garden of my dreams
tenderly, so tenderly,
i will kiss every flower
beneath the glaring high noon sun
and when the dusk caresses
and the cloud smacks
the aghast moon’s face
carefully, so carefully,
i will insert the petals of red flowers
between the pages of a sobbing book
i am the offspring of my history.

just a few red flowers
just a few i need
for my blood to swim in my veins
just a few red flowers
for my heart to beat incessantly
for my mind to be aflame
and let the wind’s wings
carry the rebellious sentiments
of a race being oppressed
while hissing are the bullets
in the bosom of tears and grief.

yes, just a few red flowers
i will pluck and kiss
in the desolate garden of my dreams
for me not to forget
am the offspring of my history!

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plunderers of public fund we are not
we did not purchase power
we did not crave for it
though oftentimes rumbling are our bellies
we did not swallow our honor and dignity
we did not masticate our shame
shadows we are holding vigil at night
amidst the glare of the lonely moon
in the hilly forest of liberating dreams
weaving we are the melodies of freedom
for our incarcerated land
in the bastion of lords
of injustices, penury and grief.

plunderers of public fund we are not
inside air-conditioned rooms we are not
that’s why
only the whirling wind
caresses our face and limbs
we have no porcelain plates
we have no expensive goblets
we have no steaming sopa de gallina
succulent pork lechon or sappy steaks
our callous hands are our spoons and forks
for our cold-cooked rice, fishes from creeks
camote and ampalaya shoots
we heartily relish on banana leaves.

plunderers of public fund we are not
that’s why we are always telling the truth
we are not hoodwinking the masses
with outright lies and illusions
of propagandized progress for all
hissing is our rebellious breath
flaming are our hands
seething are our brains
with sacred aspirations
to emancipate, at last, our enslaved land.

yes, plunderers of public fund we are not
like you we are not
pawning our beloved land’s future
just for you to stay in power more and more
we are dedicated warriors of freedom and honor
sacred purpose is our muse
the people’s welfare
our everlasting love
and fervently we cherish only
the yearnings of bleeding hearts
yes, a society not tormented
by the injustices and greed
of the exploitative class!

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listen to us
speaking are our spirits…
not the deceiving words
of scheming charlatanic politicians
not the enticing words
of profit-greedy inhumane capitalists
not the drumbeatings
of the exploitative ruling class…
they who are plunderers and crooks
sucking our sweat and blood
they who always masticate
our flesh and limbs.
full of nauseating realities
are our words in a rotten society
paradise of a chosen few.

listen to us
and beware and be shocked…
incarcerated still is our beloved land
rapaciously being raped by your foreign gods
and unscrupulous gluttonous lords.
you bastards always make her suffer
in the calvary of penury and grief
you devils always nail her on the cross
of darkness and fear and hopelessness
you beasts vehemently torture her
our ever suffering la tierra pobreza.

listen to us
speaking are our spirits…
listen you bandits
in the palaces and mansions of power and greed
you with bulging bellies
and mouths always full
with stolen blessings and wealth.
listen to us
we, who have no house, no land, nothing at all
we, who are like rats
dwelling under the bridge
crawling on the estero’s putrid shoulders
meandering in criss-crossing dark alleys
of repugnant city’s intestine and breast.
yes, we also are like slumbering dogs
in parks and sidewalks
scavenging for leftover food
in some forsaken garbage dumps
to appease our empty stomachs
which most often than not
only air and bubbles dwell.

listen to us
speaking are our spirits…
we, who always begged then for pity and care
we, who always stared then
at the twinkling stars on a firmament serene
we, who always conversed then
with dancing fireflies on dark nights
we, who always looked up then
at the moon’s luminous face.
yes, kneeling and praying still we are
before the altar of grease and machines
in enslaving city’s factories of greed
yes, wailing still we are
before swaying stalks of palay
and robust sugarcanes
in haciendas and ricefields of grief
and mixing still our sweat and tears
with the dewdrops of grieving shrubs
as loneliness embraces every blades of grass
being kissed and caressed
by the tender or whirling wind.
when will the dark shadows of despair
vanish on our land’s heaving breast?

listen to us
speaking are our spirits…
seething is our brain
simmering is our blood
revolting is our heart
our eyes see not
even a glimmer of pity and hope
while you continuously exploit us
trampling upon our dignity and rights
incarcerating our future
and selling it more and more.
listen to us
speaking are our spirits…
and beware you exploiters and crooks
we are now praying the new rosary of hope
not the litanies of begging as slaves
but flaming words are now rushing out
from our shivering mouths.

listen to us
speaking are our spirits…
we will sing no more the lyrics of despair
we will recite no more the poem of tender love
will dash out from our mouths
harsh words of unyielding struggle
for the freedom and glory
of our beloved land.
yes, because no more slumbering we are
in the darkness of night
dilated and full of hatred now are our eyes
seeing clearly the deceiving films
you always flash before us…
beware you crooks and exploiters
the hissing of lightning
the yelling of thunder
the wheezing of bullets
will slash to pieces
your face benumbed by slaps of silver and gold.
loathsome and hatred full
the trigger of freedom!

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{My English version of my MADALING-ARAW SA PUSO NG LA TIERRA POBREZA — my apologies for the influence of a few lines of a poem about Africa by Patrice Emery Lumumba, the first President of the Democratic Republic of Congo who was murdered by his political opponents on the alleged prodding of the CIA of America)

for a few years more than three centuries
you, indios, of my la tierra pobreza
suffered like a brute
pulverized and turned to ashes were your bones
scattered by the harsh wind
on grieving hills and ricefields
by the white lords of tyranny and grief.
your masters erected glittering temples
to protect your soul
to maintain your sufferings.
their right was to whip and torture you
your right was to weep and die.
they implanted and sculpted on your body
endless hunger, endless chains
death was like a large crawling snake
from the shrubbery forest
ready to treacherously bite you.
they laid on your neck poverty’s iron ball
they ravished your wife
the sparkling pearl of your home.
they raped your land and gold.
resounding like the sounds of drums
in the pitch-dark nights
the wailing of disgraced souls.
hustling like the rapids
the flow of tears and blood
of victims of injustices.
yes, from a foreign land
they travelled and docked
on the seashore of your motherland.
their cross and swords pierced your mind
to rapaciously rule your beloved land.
in every large tracts of land they grabbed
their beasts of burden were your sons.
in their factories of greed
the arms of your sons were their screws and hammers
while preaching god is merciful to his brethren
but you are always grieving, indios…
till your blood boiled
till your heart revolted
and you strewn to the wind
the melody of grief and pain
and kindled the fire of revolution
and slashed the necks of your oppressors.
but hence came new demigods
who again enslaved you
and still continuously enslaving you
in cahoots with your plunderers fellow indios!

yes, indios, of my la tierra pobreza
you were slaves for centuries
and still are slaves today
of the lords of sorrow and exploitation
but in the blazing fire
ignited by shadows now mere heap of skeletons
your valiant sons and daughters
will continuously dance
will always be vigilant
in the darkness of night
on mountains and fields of grief
and they will pour their blood
on now yellowish grass of hope
for the freedom and glory
you so fervently desire
for your beloved la tierra pobreza.
stare at the breaking of dawn
smell the scent of joy
the tender wind will wipe-out from your face
the tears of grief of our race
when, alas, at last
the talahib is on fire
blazing with embers full
on mournful hills and savannahs…
rejoice, indios…
gloriously dance
dawn will inevitably turn-up
in the heart of our la tierra pobreza!

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(A poem NOT for lovers per se)

suddenly, yes, suddenly,
i know all will end
in a fleeting moment of awakening
those lingering illusions of love
those tempting stares and smiles
and  tender caresses on the arms
are mere pieces of shattered glass
scattered on desolate blades of grass.
i know everything will come to pass
like footsteps on the sand
like flashes of lightning on the sky
or the last gasps of a dying man.

so cruel to think of adieu
for am certain after parting
painful memories will scorch my flesh
and pierce my mind.
your shadow will stalk me
in every deserted streets
together we’ve strolled
in every poetic places
we’ve built our castles
of liberating dreams.
how can i learn to forget
when in every minute
memories cascade
in the waterfall of my brain?

but can you still remember me
as time silently passes by
especially at dusks
when loneliness is as cold
as the dewy december dawns?
can you still remember me
in the years to come
in your world of sacred dreams
even faded are the pictures
and  tenderly, so tenderly,
the dried leaves of memories
begin to fall and kiss
the parched earth of despair?
can you still remember
the old rag you most needed then
when your shivering soul
feverishly groped for love’s embrace?

when gone you are
and wish no more
to glimpse at me and behold
what can i do
but to embrace my solitude
and hope forevermore
that in this time and space
in the rebellious moment
of my forsaken life
you will again walk by
like my favorite music
so many, many times
am always yearning to hear
though violently slashing my heart
and continuously paralyzing
my meandering tormented soul.
so cruel, yes, so cruel
to always think of goodbye!


alam kong matatapos ang lahat
sa isang iglap lamang
sa isang sandali ng pagkamulat
madudurog na parang salamin
ang ilusyon ng pagmamahal
gayundin ang mapang-akit
na mga ngiti at titig
at masuyong haplos sa bisig.
alam kong mapapawi ang lahat
gaya ng mga bakas ng paa
sa buhanginan
o saglit na pagguhit ng kidlat
sa kalawakan.

kay lupit isipin ang pamamaalam
dahil tiyak kong pagkatapos ng lahat
dadalawin ako ng mga gunitang
magpapakirot sa kaisipan
at papaso sa kalamnan.
susundan akong lagi ng iyong anino
sa mga lansangang niyapakan
sa mga pook na naging kastilyo
ng ating mga katawan.
paano nga ba mapag-aaralan ang paglimot
kung sa bawat sandali ng pag-iisa
parang tubig na bumubulwak
ang mga alaala?

ngunit maalaala mo pa kaya ako
sa paglipas ng mga panahon
lalo na kung mga dapithapong
ang karimlan ay nagpapatindi sa pangungulila
at ang kalungkutan ay sinlamig
ng mga madaling-araw ng disyembre?
maalaala mo pa kaya ako
sa paglipas ng mga panahon
sa iyong daigdig ng mga pangarap
kahit malabo na ang mga larawan
at banayad na nangalalaglag
at humahalik sa lupa
ang mga tuyong dahon ng gunita?
maalaala mo pa kaya ang isang lumang balabal
na kinailangan sa mga sandaling
ang kaluluwa’y nagiginaw sa pagmamahal?

kung wala ka na
at tuluyang ayaw na akong makita
ano pa nga ba ang magagawa
kundi yakapin ang pag-iisa
at patuloy na asahang
sa isang iglap na sandali ng buhay
ay muli kang magdaraan
kagaya ng musikang
paulit-ulit na pinakikinggan
kahit humihiwa sa puso
at nagpapamanhid sa kaisipan…
kay lupit isipin ang pamamaalam!

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Dancing Are The Shadows


on the screen of my mind
dancing are the shadows
of former comrades
who had all departed long ago
but had left indelible imprints
of rebellious memories
on hills and cliffs
of unyielding struggle
against the exploitative
gluttonous ruling class
lyncean eyes
clenched fists of protest
heaving breasts
of anger and rebellion
feet violently kicking
the shrubby path
of liberating dreams
accusing forefingers
against the conscienceless demigods
of a rotten worm-infested society.

dancing are the shadows
even on the curtain of my eyes
not the pandanggo or rigodon
of the rich and powerful
not the dance of joy
of plunderers of public fund
but performing they are
war dances of valiant struggle
like the buza of russia
or it-tahtib of egypt
or combat hopak of ukraine
or yarkhushta of armenia.
dancing are the shadows
and i will not soundly sleep
till i see thousands
and thousands of flaming torches
in the darkness of my beloved land!

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Let’s Shut Off The Curtain


let’s shut off the black curtain
stop the staging
of the zarzuela of stupidities
of illusions and deceits
already unmasked
are the charlatanic
scheming “holy” bastards
of this putrid,wormy guild
of the obnoxious ruling class
is there anyone who’ll confess
he marauded the kitchen
of the masses of the land?

let’s shut off the black curtain
stop the show of inanities
for so long a time now
arid and quivering
are the people’s throats
they who are always short of food
short of clothes, short of money
no house, no piece of land
no nothing at all
while in the palace of plunderers
glutonnously feasting
are society’s pains in the ass.

let’s shut off the black curtain
what blockish shows you wish
to flaunt again
on the stage of moronic shits?
slumbering no more are the people
being awakened now
by the onslaught of penury and grief
even the swollen moon
stares like an indignant eye
while the country is gripped
by ghastly lurid nightmares
when the early dawn cracks a smile
what the people wish to see
is the efficacy of justice
severed heads dangling on clothesline
rows of bodies with torn flesh
squirting blood sprinkling the grass.

let’s shut off the black curtain
let flow on the stage
the blood of satanic men
let it water the withering dreams
of the masses continuously being oppressed
their sacred lives being transgressed
by the conscienceless ruling class.

let’s shut off the black curtain
“not all are sleeping in the darkness of night”
they are now opening their eyes
seething with rage are their brains
wishing to slash with their bolos
the shrubby path of their dreams
so their wretched lives metamorphose
and, alas, at last, they can smell
the sweet scent of joy and glory
in their beloved homeland!

(My English version of ISARA NA NATIN ANG TELON)

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Will Search For You Always


will search for you always
in the blazing fire
and fleeting embers
when gloomy is the night’s
horizon of fright
will search for you always
in the heart and blood
of the oppressed class
in the bended spines
of exploited workers
and enslaved farmers
yes, will search for you always
by the shore of my soul
while onrushing are the waves
and hissing is the lightning
and rumbling is the thunder
in the panorama of love
of our liberating aspirations.

yes, will search for you always
in the pricking amorseco
along the yellowish path of hope
of barren, grieving ricefields
will search for you always
in the intertwining cogon grass
on hills and savannahs
in the crawling cadena de amor
on forgotten graves
of dedicated warriors
for the freedom and glory
of the downtrodden class
and the emancipation
of la tierra pobreza
from the manacles of injustices
and chains of exploitation.

yes, will search for you always
in every dusk bidding adieu
or on mornings the dews descend
on desolate blades of grass
hoping we will soon meet
as our veins are conjoined
by the onslaught of penury and grief
and our blood simmers
with the kiss
of the easterly wind
of rampaging protests
and our hearts embrace
the revolution of love’s dedication
for the emerald-filled future
of our beloved land.

yes, will search for you always
and we will meet and rejoice soon
when the talahib fully blooms
and blood flows
from the calvary’s ovary
and drown we will
the worm-infested face and body
of the exploitative ruling class!

(My English version of LAGI KITANG HAHANAPIN)

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